xanga = over. ( i will comment though.)

freaked out ..

sorry i haven't updated in forever again .. my computer had a MAJOR virus on it again .. so big that it took about 2 months to fix. =[. anyways, i'm just using my myspace now .. but i'll still use this to comment and such. =]

dude, i have had so much drama recently .. to the point where i really couldn't take it but everything is all better now ever since about .. 10 minutes ago.

this is what i have to say.

don't take anything for granted. you can be best friends with somebody and then things can turn really sour, really sour, but as long as you have faith in your friendship, you each can pull through and make it, and everything will turn out okay. also, i would like to thank everybody who has been here for me and sticking up for me because you guys have been a miracle. i know that because a lot of you stuck up for me, it just created more drama and stress, and i want to say that i am just really sorry for causing that. i obvisouly didn't want any of that to happen and i am glad that we all are "good" now and have each other's back.

i love you guys. i am so grateful for all my amazing friends .. you are my angels.

<3

sorry i haven't updated in a while .. my computer has a HUGE virus on it and my sister isn't very willing to let me use hers.

so here's a short little update:

i started my driver's ed. class on wednesday
he has made these past few weeks hell for me but we are slowly figuring things out and stuff ... (that's a good thing.)

um, that's all i can think of.

we have a four day weekend and i am at emily's house right now! we just had this huge fight (play fight) with these nerf ball type things. geez, it was so much fun. she curled my hair .. it looked really pretty .. but now we are pretty exhausted so we will probably watch a movie or something. =]

later dudes.
<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELSEY!!!!!

well now .. this week has been filled with so much drama ... oh sheesh.

but i have decided to put it all behind me because i am just so emotionally drained. seriously. from certain friends .. to him .. to my parents and sister .. to everything. i'm just letting it go.

oh i can't wait for tonight.

CHINESE FOOD = YUMMMMMMMY!! 

<3

edit.

so last night i was complaining to my dad about how bored i was being kept at home doing nothing .. so he let me go over to emily's house. whew .. that was a close one. (megan, ally, and amy i will be doing with you guys soon. =] =] =] =] =] ) but here are some pictures of emily and i going to publix to get brownie mix. before we left, i found her mom's box of mardi gras stuff so i am wearing a joker hat and a huge necklace, and emily is wearing a mask. hehehe.

in the car with wayne going to get browines form publix.

emily holding the holy brownies!!

OH SNAP!!!!

hehe i was so proud of myself for actually wearing the hat and balls in publix. =]

the evidence ..

me =]

awwww. that's a good one. =]

brownie yum yum.

me being goofy. or retarded. you pick.

gangster joker.

edit 2.

oh gosh, i just got back from kelsey's house .. HOLY COW THAT WAS SOME GOOD EATIN'!!! PF Changs is absoluely amazing. it was  .. kels, of course, and sarah, chels, ashley, madeline, and i. oh man, the great wall of chocolate describes itself basically. YUMMMMMMMMMMMMY.

<3

isn't it funny how he can give you that one smile or one look and everything just becomes okay?

so the bus ride home today was amazing .. everything was figured out and we just talked. face to face. it was just wonderful because all that awkwardsness is gone. =]

this was mostly for people who know who 'he' is .. and to let them know that you don't need to kick his ass anymore. everythings okay. [if you want more details, ask.]

<3